she'll let me go to asia when i graduate from high school!! *__*

I wanna go to malaysia!! 

why?

because there's a weird family!! and the members of that family were my 1rst 

online friends!! 

<3 

Waaaa!! and i wanna go to Japan too!! 

I wanna graduate from the college and go to Japan and live there! >.<

but... I'm also a bit depressed u_u 'cuz i miss my friends a lot! 

i feel like i don't belong here where i'm living... 

u_u i talk to ppl.. but they're not my friends... they don't know anything about me

and i don't know anythig about them... 

my online friends know me better than the ppl who talk to me everyday... 

I rly miss my home... my pets... everything! 

i can't stand the racism here!! >.< 

My grades are going down... i can't concentrate when i'm studying!! 

i can't sleep! i just... can't fall asleep! Y_Y 

but i'm rly looking foward going to asia! so i can't give up now!!

Akiramenai~~