My Own Fairy Tale?

14 years ago, a woman gave birth to her 2nd child, she was a tiny and sick girl who as about to die, 14 years ago... I was born. 

I began growing up in the same way all girls grow up... with someone saying "You're the prettiest princess on the whole world" I always believed that, I was girly, cute, quiet and a great daughter,I loved to play with dolls, to play as if I had my own family, my own children... but there was something that made me different... I have a older brother, I loved to watch boy's cartoons, power rangers and things like those. When I was a bit older, playing with other girls became boring, it was always the same, so I started playing with boys, it was a lot of fun... eventually I... little by little became a tomboy... that was the moment when everything started. Why? Because when I became a tomboy my friends were already searching for a girlfriend and they didn't want to be with a tomboy, right? After all that I ended up without real friends, all my 'friends' were fake, they were just interested in my money and my grades. I tried to change myself but there was something that didn't let me be like them, 'let any boy touch your whole body' I couldn't do that! That's just too... eww! There was nobody who could accept me for what I am... I began watching anime  and I felt as if I wasn't alone... One day, I had to change school. I was scared, I thought that nobody would accept me again, but I was just to tired of that so I tought 'If they don't like me then they can go f*ck their mother' yeah I talk like that when I started in the new school I was being my self it felt really good, suddenly a girl came and began talking to me she found out that I'm otaku and she told me that she loved InuYasha and Card Captor Sakura we became friends and I didn't feel alone, then I found out that there was another otaku in the school! We became good friends in the moment we met! I was very happy! Then he introduced my to another girl who is otaku too, I didn't really like her at first but, like 5 months later we were all friends, when I realized I had finally a lot of  good friends who were always there for me... But there was another girl... I never talked to her at all but, we became friends n.n she's my bff right now everyone in my family was happy for me! 
But not everything is perfect... I wanted to learn a lot of things where you need your brain, not your body, I stoped doing exercice because I had no time so I became chubby! I have a cousin who was fat, not even chubby, FAT and she became anorexic, my grandma loves her because she's pretty and thin she always tells me that I have to be like her, but there's a little problem... my cousin is S-T-U-P-I-D! She has NO brain and the last thing I want to do is being like her. My grandma always says 'Her body is better than yours' but the truth is... That is NOT true, I might be chubby but I have breast, butt and curves, and I'm proud of that and she's flaaat~ she looks like a 5 years old baby even when she's just a year younger than me, my current situation is this, not being accepted by my own grandma because of my body, so I ask myself... 
Will this end as a fairy tale? Will I have a happy ending?   

I want to thank all the real friends I have right now because you're always there for me, so, Thank You! I love you all!  <3

   

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