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Never Give Up
This blog was opened by me to accomodate Kazumi's mindless musings and daily rantings."If you judge people, you have no time to love them." - Mother Teresa Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! |
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Name: KazumiAge: 14 BDay: June 21th Gender: Female Fandoms: •Hey! Say! JUMP •SHINee •SNSD •KAT-TUN •L'Arc~en~Ciel •NEWS •f(x) •Buono! •Berryz Koubou •ºC-ute •Super Junior •Tegomass •Shuji to Akira •V6 •Arashi •Anime •Manga •Doramas If you don't like, typos, rants, stupidness, retardedness, fangirlness, failness, bad english, etc Don't read this blog 8D That tagboard down there... It was made for you to leave a tag. tagboard
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My Own Fairy Tale?
 14 years ago, a woman gave birth to her 2nd child, she was a tiny and sick girl who as about to die, 14 years ago... I was born. I began growing up in the same way all girls grow up... with someone saying "You're the prettiest princess on the whole world" I always believed that, I was girly, cute, quiet and a great daughter,I loved to play with dolls, to play as if I had my own family, my own children... but there was something that made me different... I have a older brother, I loved to watch boy's cartoons, power rangers and things like those. When I was a bit older, playing with other girls became boring, it was always the same, so I started playing with boys, it was a lot of fun... eventually I... little by little became a tomboy... that was the moment when everything started. Why? Because when I became a tomboy my friends were already searching for a girlfriend and they didn't want to be with a tomboy, right? After all that I ended up without real friends, all my 'friends' were fake, they were just interested in my money and my grades. I tried to change myself but there was something that didn't let me be like them, 'let any boy touch your whole body' I couldn't do that! That's just too... eww! There was nobody who could accept me for what I am... I began watching anime and I felt as if I wasn't alone... One day, I had to change school. I was scared, I thought that nobody would accept me again, but I was just to tired of that so I tought 'If they don't like me then they can go f*ck their mother' But not everything is perfect... I wanted to learn a lot of things where you need your brain, not your body, I stoped doing exercice because I had no time so I became chubby! I have a cousin who was fat, not even chubby, FAT and she became anorexic, my grandma loves her because she's pretty and thin she always tells me that I have to be like her, but there's a little problem... my cousin is S-T-U-P-I-D! She has NO brain and the last thing I want to do is being like her. My grandma always says 'Her body is better than yours' but the truth is... That is NOT true, I might be chubby but I have breast, butt and curves, and I'm proud of that and she's flaaat~ she looks like a 5 years old baby even when she's just a year younger than me, my current situation is this, not being accepted by my own grandma because of my body, so I ask myself... Will this end as a fairy tale? Will I have a happy ending? I want to thank all the real friends I have right now because you're always there for me, so, Thank You! I love you all! <3 Etiquetas: my life 0 commentsHapiness~!
Today I think this post will be a bit random, or maybe not? O_O Well, first of all I'm finally getting over my stupid depression :D yay! I talked with Blanca and Elih last night and I feel a loooooot better! Sankyuu~ >.< And the Hey! Say! JUMP photobook is out! >.< I wanna buy it but my mom wont let me! >.> But instead of that she'll have to buy me some anime t-shirts! >.> And Yuiri tagged me in a 100 facts meme! I was writting it today at school but I haven't finished it!! >.< It's too long! I don't know what to write there!! In geography I was writting the meme and the teacher let me leave early because he tought I was working hard in his subject! hahahahaha!! When I went out the classroom I couldn't stop laughing!! hahahaha XD! That was TOO funny!!! :D :D :D And I met a girl from Bolivia in a HSJ conversation group or something like that~ But she doesn't speak spanish at all XD she lives in USA and she speaks english ;W; we talked in a weird spanglish lol! But whatever... Aaaanyway the 100 facts meme will have my handwritting! :D yeah, I'm to lazy to write again in the computer so I'll just scan what I wrote! :D (?) And as you can see I'm writting a lot of ":D" and it's because I'm happy! :D!! I don't know I jusy feel like jumping and hugging everyone! >///< I don't care anymore if people get mad at me! I'm just gonna be happy by myself! Thanks Elih and Blanca beacuse talking to you helped me a lot! Waaaahh! I'm so gay! XD (not gay as girls who like girls.. =-=) And I feel like going to Japan and hugging Yamada!! And Shirota Yu speaks spanish!!! OMG!!! I didn't really like him but I heard him speaking spanish and I fell in lab~! <3333 *w* I'm so happy~~ Uwhaaa~ I hope I get a good grade in the spanish test!! >.< can't wait to see how much I got!! Kyaaa~ I feel like screaming "I LOVE YOU ALL!!!" >.< I'm chooo happy~~~ Weeeee~~ Anyway... I'm gonna end the post here~ I don't know what else can I write here~! Follow me on Twitter! http://twitter.com/YamaChanFan :D Lab you all!! <333 Etiquetas: hey say jump, my life, shirota yu, yamada ryosuke 0 commentsAwwwww!!!
I changed the layout! >.< I lab it! BUT! I have to fix it! The links and all that!
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So, please wait a bit!! <3 Blanca I love you!
Blanca is my best friend, so don't think anything weird! I love hes as a younger sister (even when she's older than me lol but just a month) well, whatever, I love her :3 because she's always there when i feel alone, sad, depressed, emo, etc. I don't know how can she notice whenever I'm sad, but she does Whatever, she has helped me a lot And she created a blog! Yay! finally, I've always wanted to read a blog made by her! <3 Well, right now i have a headache, so I'll stop this post here. Just wanna say something: Blanca I love you! Etiquetas: my life 0 commentsSome things~~
My mom told me that if i get good grades she'll let me go to asia when i graduate from high school!! *__* I wanna go to malaysia!! why? because there's a weird family!! and the members of that family were my 1rst online friends!! <3 Waaaa!! and i wanna go to Japan too!! I wanna graduate from the college and go to Japan and live there! >.< but... I'm also a bit depressed u_u 'cuz i miss my friends a lot! i feel like i don't belong here where i'm living... u_u i talk to ppl.. but they're not my friends... they don't know anything about me and i don't know anythig about them... my online friends know me better than the ppl who talk to me everyday... I rly miss my home... my pets... everything! i can't stand the racism here!! >.< My grades are going down... i can't concentrate when i'm studying!! i can't sleep! i just... can't fall asleep! Y_Y but i'm rly looking foward going to asia! so i can't give up now!! >////< Akiramenai~~ Etiquetas: my life 0 commentsHappy~
*O* time without posting here!! Waaaa short post! Just wanna write heree~~ Waa I feel alive again!! I finished a lot of exams I had!! >.< I still have a lot to do but... I feel great! *O* And Yamada's AnAn thingie... That made me alive again... At 1rst it didn't but now I relax with those pics! xD And all my online friends are so cool!! *O* They help me a lot!! Even when we don't know each other! *__* Thanks 4 being there!!~ I'm rly happy right now... I don't know why.. but I'm happy! yay!  I lab him! <3 Etiquetas: my life, yamada ryosuke 0 commentsHIATUS
HIATUS!!!
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